Big horrible hairy balls.
It went a little something like this..........
1. My 8 year old son was suspended from school for a week due to continual bad behaviour, including trashing his classroom and having a meltdown so severe he had to be locked in a room.
2. My 8 year marriage is officially over - after a long and painful slow death - and the Rock God has moved out. We are both dealing with this okay, but its not easy or pleasant, and I feel like I have failed miserably, AGAIN. Basically, I really suck at relationships.
3. And finally, my mother called me on the weekend and after we briefly talked about the aforementioned No's 1 & 2, she then politely asked me to not visit her in October (she lives interstate and this trip has been planned and talked about for at least a year) because 12 years ago I left the religion
Yep, its been a horrible week and I have cried more than a bucket of tears over the horribleness of it all.
I am perplexed and worried by (1).
I am dealing with (2) and trying to let time pass because I know, in a while, things will be better and I will have more peace in my life
And (3). Well what can you say about 3? Other than...FUCK RELIGION. FFFFFFFFFFFFUCK IT.
So if it can't get much worse, than it can only start to get better.
I hope so. I'm nearly 40 and its about time something went right, or smooth, just for a year or so, see Im not even that greedy....
This post is purely for a vent, you don't have to say anything but if you do decide to say something and it has ANYTHING to do with Jesus loving me I will probably hunt you down and stab you in the eye with a fork. Just sayin'.